♥ Miss Extremeliciously Dumb ♥

Sunday, June 25, 2006

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Received this from Jacinda and Peihuan.

So sweet of them.
Was asked to only open it before i cut the cake next sat.
Wonder what's inside.
~No idea~
She mentioned it's something which will make me cry.
(these piggies are always giving me bday surprises that touched me to tears)

LOVE THEM LOTS!
But what's that from jac this time?

Jac's pic? I will puke instead haha!
Huge Card? hmm?

Our group photos? hmm?

Money framed up for me? Ten $50 notes?

Arghhh it's killing me... i wanna know!

On the way home after our gathering last night, joan told me that she realised the girls have been treating me exceptionally nice... yup I am aware of that. That's why i treasure these 10 darlings dearly.

There's a saying: "When you gain something, you will tend to lose something." I gained their true friendships and i'm willing to give up anything for that.

Who says one person can have only one very good fren? I am proud to say i have 10!

Love, miss dumb

6:24 AM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

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What's the feeling of a small little girl who got seperated from her mummy in a huge shopping mall?

Scared + lost + worried + panic.

These were what I felt today.

I couldn't find my mum the whole night. She went to the clinic for surgery so she passed her hp to me. I went to meet up with piggies after accompanying her in the clinic for a short while. For the whole 6 hours, i couldn't locate her. She was supposed to be home but she was nowhere to be found even at 10.30pm. Kept calling home but she hadn't reach home. Called the clinic but no one answered (which was understandable as it closes at 9pm). It was only at 11pm when bro told me mum was on her way home. If anything had happened to her today, i would not forgive myself for not accompanying her throughout the whole night.

Got home and got the shock of my whole life. I could feel the pain for mum. I am angry with myself for not being there with her! Looking at her state now made my heart ache. My heart is really aching. I cant stop my tears so i had to hide in the bathroom till the redness on my nose faded before talking to her. She's still bleeding.

A few days ago, she brought me to buy my bday presents. She bought me a set of jewellery (necklace, ring, earrings and bracelet). She mentioned that she felt relieved after buying them for me as she is afraid that she wouldn't be around to buy me those things when i get married in the future. (you know, Chinese has the custom of buying 'si dian jin' or 'jia zhuang' for a daughter getting married). She thinks too far and too much.... I was holding back my tears when she told me that.

I really don't know how i am supposed to live without my mum, the closest person in my whole life. I really don't.

Love, miss dumb

4:01 PM

Friday, June 23, 2006

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This post is specially for dearest zhirui.

SMILES

HAPPY

Woohooooooooo

SHA-LA-LA

CHEERS

HOORAY

YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEE

How how.... not depressing anymore eh?

Love, miss dumb

3:45 PM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

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There are so many things to do yet I am just too reluctant to do them.
Been in the same situation before? It' s like there are so many things piling up yet you dun give a damn to anything. Avoiding? Procrastinating? Lazy?

Avoiding + Procrastinating + Lazy = ME
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Advanced theory test is on fri and I am less than halfway thru the book.

Emails need to be replied to but i am just too lazy to reply to them

Bday celebration is about one week away yet I have no mood for it.

Modules need to be bidded in 12 days' time and I have not decided on them.

Research on Hong Kong trip is done but needs to be edited but I dun feel like editing them

Exchange information need to be researched on but am plain lazy to start.

Room needs to be packed but i can't bring myself to start packing those thick notes and textbooks.

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Can't be bothered with anything at the moment.

Things will never be the same again.
This, i should have known.
Things shouldn't be done should not be done
This, i must know.
Things are not what i've always perceived as.
This, i just got to know.
All in all, I hate myself for realising so late.

Love, miss dumb

1:11 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

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Went to Chapter-2 to perm my hair again.

Sob...I look like a poodle~!

i did a smaller curl this time round and my hair looks sorta messy
it's okie, my curls will loosen after a few weeks (optimistic eh? haha)

Took this pic before i left for the salon.
No more straight hair.....................

Anyway, Suzi and I went MOS with the freshman bash team to recce the area

This year's freshman bash may be held at MOS.

Din do anything except taking these pics and sitting around... waste my time...

Love, miss dumb

2:59 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

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When will my diarrhea stop? Poor poor toilet bowl.

Decided to stop working after much persuasion from mum.
She has always wanted me to stay at home and get paid for staying at home with max.
I thought it's a good decision as i felt bad taking leave whenever the diarrhea comes back.
I felt bad as i wun be able to accompany miss seow esp when so many 'shit' is piling up in the co.
Like what she said, 'when one shit comes, more shit will come along' haha...
Sounds like my diarrhea leh miss seow... hohoho

Anyway due to my boredom, I went to take pictures of my shoes which are kept in shoe boxes.
I always have problems finding my shoes esp when my maid always change my shoe boxes...
So i am intending to paste all the photos on my shoe boxes... shall do that for sis-in-law too.
Have a fetish for shoes these days... I want nice nice shoes..... HK trip HK trip!
Realised my shoes are of dull colour? haha an excuse for me to buy shoes that are brightly coloured.
*Wish* - have a whole cupboard of shoes when i start working!

Haiz....Mum is sick too. Virus and bacterias are invading my house! okie gtg... buy lunch for mum.

Love, miss dumb

2:51 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

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...Down with Stomach Flu...

Miss Ting's Stomach: "Ahhhhhhh Chewwwwwwww"

Not worrying and not thinking much may not be a good thing either.

I thought 'Not having any worries' = Happiness

BUT

My 'Not having any Worries' will = Sufferings for me very soon.

*zhenhui, u pig! put me in deep thoughts again*

Love, miss dumb

3:19 PM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

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Got my blood test report last evening.
It shows that the glucose level in my body is too low and the amount of platelets in me is too high... boohoohoo was asked to go back for another checkup again.
Now i know why i feel sick when I din eat any sweets for the whole day.

Got a bday cake for my maid who has been with my family for a yr.
She was so happy to see the cake.
After blowing the candles & cutting the cake, she teared, thanked and hugged my mum very tightly. I got a her watch... a very vey simple watch which made her so happy.
Such simple acts from us can bring our maid so much happiness.
So, people, do treat your maids well ya... even the things u did with least effort and money can bring them joy.

Tml is the birthday of my bro and I
(according to the chinese calendar)
12 years apart but we have the same birth dates.

Love, miss dumb

7:07 AM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

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Finally, the venue of my bday celebration is confirmed!
It'll be at Aranda Country Club from 1st July to 3rd July.

I have actually decided to hold it at home but bro said that my frens and I will not be able to play hard at home so insisted on getting me a chalet.
He went down personally with his fren to search for available chalet for me today.
Wanted to book Downtown East at first but there are no two rooms available next to each other, he wanted to book two rooms. So he booked Aranda in the end.

Looking at the receipt now, I'm feeling the pinch for him coz we are not member of the club and it's so freakingly expensive! *I'm revealing my typical accountant personality again.... haha*
k la k la coz i'll rather they spend it on my present ma....
Bro had asked me not to worry about the price when i asked him this afternoon.
I am so touched but am so paiseh to thank my bro face-to-face... -_-"' That's me and my bro...
I feel so loved.
I love being the youngest in the family. (dun count in my doggie, max)
I love my family!

Love, miss dumb

1:50 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

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Was with zhenhui when someone called to inform that i have flowers delivered to me but no one is at home to accept them. So the delivery man had no choice but to leave them with my neighbours.
I was SO EMBARRASED when I went to collect from my neighbours la! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okie.... I sounded like I'm making a big fuss out of nuthing. haha I'm just not used to all these stuffs la... the guy who bought the flowers explained in the card that this is his way of reminding me of our appointment.....

I am one who 'takes a step' back and hide in my shell (i'm a cancerian) when someone makes me feel uneasy. urghh... i dunno how to face him tml esp when i just got to know him for a short while! So paiseh!!! Mum seemed to be more interested in the dinner. Should send her go on my behalf eh? haha!!!

Anyway, I like the flowers and so does my mum. -_-"'

am still unable to overcome the barriers inside myself...just hope that i wun need to say things in a bad way again...

Love, miss dumb

2:36 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

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Never been so disciplined before~ to think that I din buy anything except for DVD-R and my facial wipes after a day's shopping.

My bday is exactly one month away! Think I'm gonna start planning for my bday soon... but i'm looking forward more to angie's haha i'm kinda lazy la... was advised by yuexin to start sourcing for cakes... *i dun even know where's the actual venue yet* But i've finalised the dress code for my party and games to play when i was at Fisherman village with yuexin and miss seow just now. Hope everything will turn out well for the procrastinating me!

To friends who are reading this:

PLEASE BE AVAILABLE ON

1st JULY 2006, SATURDAY!

Love, miss dumb

2:55 PM

Friday, June 02, 2006

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I did my worst job in my life today.... distributing flyers....
I started complaining after doing the task for 10 minutes.

Sorta CHEATED to help out~ Urghh....
I really cannot imagine myself doing that again for the next few days.
Luckily i found some replacements.... super duper brainless and tiring job!
no idea why i've reacted so negatively to this task... just not my kind of job i tink
Btw, there are quite a number of undergrads doing that job... quite surprisingly.

Anyway, although this job is bad but it enabled me to make friends with the much younger ones. kids nowadays dun look their age eh? Some of them looked so mature! or should i say i still look young?*cough cough* haha! I can pass off as a 18-yr-old okie! (that doesn't sound good to me tho) hohoho~ Enough of my nonsense...gotta prepare for VIVACE meeting tml...tata

Love, miss dumb

1:03 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

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A nice boyfriend versus a romantic boyfriend

A romantic boyfriend can be a nice boyfriend but that doesn't lead to the conclusion that a nice boyfriend needs to be a romantic boyfriend? Or vice versa? It was until today that I realised how difficult it is for a guy to be a both nice and romantic boyfriend.

Accompanied Zhirui to buy bday present for his darling after work today. Seeing how he tried cracking his brain on deciding what to buy, I could feel how much effort he has put in for her. *so sweet* Didn't know such an idiotic person can be so sweet eh... (puke). Initially, he wanted to buy a bag for her but was scolded for being unromantic by his gf's frens.

Sometimes we girls are unaware that we are giving pressure to our fren's boyfriend by giving simple comments such as 'it's so unromantic!', 'oh you have no sincerity if you buy that!', and 'aiyoyo, don't buy that la! It's so cliche!' etc... Ladies, it's time to do some reflections?

Anyway, he bought a freaking expensive present for her from Tiffany & Co. after she had jokingly mentioned she wants something from T&C. AND It doesn't end just there, now this boyfriend has to think of ways on how to give the present to his gf in a romantic way.

My question is: Is it really impt for a boyfriend to be romantic? Miss seow's point of view - Girls will get bored if their boyfriends aint romantic and how to substain a lifelong journey together if everyday is the same as today? How true eh?

Conclusion: Guys, you have to be romantic at times. You have got no other choices.

This post is very subjective.

Love, miss dumb

4:15 PM